This site was created as follower to unreadable scratch books and torn pieces of paper. After years of writing it and collecting all this pieces, I decided to in place of writing it in one book make a site and make it available to read. Growing up I faced a lot of different kind of emotions. Emotions always played a huge part of my life. I started to write when I was thirteen, after I fell in love for a first time. Love, love, love, keeps us all alive. And I’ve been in love, yes I have. End up brokenhearted most of the time but it’s not all that bad. I’ve been single, married, again single and now married again. It has been a long road and it’s not over yet! I guess what Madonna once said is true: 

 

 

 " I got married for all the wrong reasons. And when my husband didn’t turn out to be everything I imagined he’d be, I just wanted to end everything. There’s no such a thing as perfect soul mate. If you meet someone and you think they’re perfect, you better run as fast as you can in the other direction ‘cause your soul mate is the person that pushes all you buttons, pisses you off on a regular basis and makes you face your shit. It’s not easy having a good marriage, but I don’t want easy. Easy doesn’t make you grow. Easy doesn’t make you think. I thank God every day that I’m married to a man that makes me think. That’s my definition of true love."  Madonna

 

 

 

 Love, hate, sadness, loneliness, pain, happiness and sorrow. Everything what life brings you, everything you can imagine.  I came a long way searching. Did I found it yet? I don't know. It takes lifetime to find what you looking for. It was hard but I never gave up. Hope is everything. I always believed in love, it kept me going, repeatedly. And when I did not know what to do I took pen and paper and start to write. I wrote all my emotions down, helped myself to heal and think about new day, new beginning. And when something new came I wrote that down as well to remind myself later, when everything will go wrong again... 

 

  Don't worry about falling in love because in fairytales they don't find each other until the last page...