Darkness

 

My mind

Ready to kill

Cut you and

Make you feel

Like I do

Around you.

Nor dead

Nor alive.

In between

Darkness

And light

Huge fight in my mind

Huge pain in my heart

One

Two

Three

Kill you

Kill me

Darkness

Prisoner of my own sick mind

I died inside

Like a zombie

Still alive...

 

 

 

 

Fog

 

I’m blind

I can’t see

You like a fog

Over me

And my eyes

Tear

And I’m cold

And wind blows

My common sense

You, the fog

Won’t let me

Go away

I’m blind

I can’t see

The road

The salvation

Me

Road is full of holes

And blind I felt

Smashed my head

Lost my life

Again

 

 

Kill

 

If I could,

I would,

But I’m weak!

I only speak

When my pain kicks in,

When my heart is sick

And my mind blind.

I only wish,

I don’t give a demn

And not to care

About those who don’t deserve to

Breathe and

Live.

Die in pain

Burn in hell

Kill each other

Kill yourselves.

 

 

 

 

Secret

 

 

Deep in my heart

I kept a secret

I lied

Deep down

In the coldest place

I hide it away

It’s a secret

So I can’t tell

It’s a mystery

My life

My destiny

 

Deep down

In my heart

In the dark

Hidden secret

Hidden life

 

 

 

 

 

Unhappy

 

Days are passing by

I’m asking myself why

Why won’t you just leave?

Disappear

Vanish from my life

So I can move on

Start on my own

Forget the nightmares

You put me trough

I’m so unhappy

So unhappy

Because of you

 

 

 

 

 

Winter

 

Days

Nowhere to go

No place to stay

Running away

From you

From myself

In the coldness of my heart

My head

Summer feels like winter

Long dark days

Gray

Dark

Nightmare

 

 

 

 

You leaving me again 

 

 

 

All what I did for you

All fun

And all I’ve been through

Because of you

You think you had enough?!

How dare you to say

Fuck you!  

I am fad up

I am sad as well

But this is the last time

You will leave

There will be no

Again!