Cock Ring

Just few days ago
We were together and
Now you sitting in this dark hole
Waiting for someone to take you home.
How could you?
How could you hurt me so bad
Was my love not enough
Or your ass needed some head
Even if so, you know
Our sex life was not all my fault!
You knew about me but then you “didn't care”
But when you cheated you fucked bare!?
I will never know why my dick was not good enough
Why my love was not return
What goes around comes around
Burn, fucker, burn!
I don't love u,
I hate u
For everything you did to me
Your time will come
You'll get what you deserve.

Nothing to Hide

Dark part of my life

Big secret I had to hide

Nothing to hide now

All I lived for is gone

3 years of illusion

3 years of lies

Many years of confusion

The time has come

You opened my eyes

You made me see

I am sick

But nothing is wrong with me

So much pain you brought to my life

More then I already had inside

And maybe this break up was meant to be

For me to come out

Completely free

Say loud

It’s me

My life

Me

And I have

H***

Junkie

Nothing more than a junkie

Addicted to alcohol

And joints

You’ll never make it

In real World.

Trailer Trash

You came from nowhere

Trailer trash from South

Used me

Sold me story

With your fancy university

And “well educated friends”

But you are nothing

You have no friends at all

And your fancy degree to be

Will get you nothing

Just hundred thousand dollars bill

Came from nowhere

Going back where you always will be

Being nobody

Catch 22

One lovely spring day

From home to” home”

I took the plane

I asked you to move

And you hurt your head!

I took me a minute

To fall in love

Just seeing you

Sitting next to me

With your brown eyes

And nice hair

Smelling your sense

Sweat

Hoping to touch your hand

Hoping to see you again

But it was not meant to be

We split soon after that

Just memory

Of something you read

Stayed in my hart

In my head

Me

You

Joseph Heller’s “Catch-22”

You Killed My Love

You killed me inside

My heart hurts

And cries

My live will never be the same

It’s your entire fault

You’re one to blame

You trick me

With no charm at all

My crazy heart

Felt in love

And then you left me

Took it all

Broke my heart

Broke our home

Killed me

Not loved me at all
 

You’re dead for me…

You kill our dreams

Our family

We had a home

Good jobs

And a dog

Then you gave our dog away

Broke my heart

And left our home

You’re dead to me

And you always will be